toxic shock

i did it again. I lost my iphone 4 for the second time within 6 months and I am punishing myself with an old 3GS until Ella can no longer live with out her old phone. How? Cause I dance too hard. And I put it before anything in this world except you. There is no new number and I vaguely asked “everyone important, text me so I may save your number.” (Shh, I know i can sync it but it’s not permanently mine so.) It was kind of refreshing, figuring out who cared. I counted about 17 people who took the time and felt confident enough to get at me. The 17 who will be at my funeral. Dramatic.

What have I learned? 90% were accurately important and I put the other 10% who didn’t contact me on a pedestal. Probably cause I want your nuts or there’s that awkward lack of reciprocity in our friendship. But now, I can forcibly learn to live without you. But seriously, you’re so cute. I can’t deal.

And then there’s that gem of a surprise. As, I am a firm believer of the law of attraction.